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01:32pm 03/23/2010
 
 
Bix
Is going to be a bad day. We're putting our 13 year old spaniel, Dash, down. His kidneys are failing. He was born here at the house, the only of his litter to survive as his mom was sick with valley fever. She died when he was still young, so me and my younger sister and basically raised him ourselves. He was the little prince of the house. And tomorrow he'll be gone. I can't even begin to explain how deeply my heart hurts.

Other than that, I'm so sorry for my absence lately. I've been prepping for a local con I'm selling at, helping my niece with her stuff, and busy with errands and my dogs.

There was so many good things happening this week, like Zara coming into town to visit, and the con is this weekend, and a certain something I ordered finally came in the mail... but right now I'd trade anything for my dog.
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 jennekohan
 
09:08pm 03/23/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Jen-Neko-Han
Isn't there anything you can do? We have an animal emergency center out by us that is a VCA animal center that was able to do a lot for our pets that needed serious surgeries. I'm not sure if this one is close by you and if they are an emergency center or not that could be of any help:
http://www.vcahospitals.com/animal-medical-tucson

I'm really sorry to hear about Dash though. ::hugs:: And valley fever sucks. Our yorkie Sasha has it and I guess there's nothing you can do to stop it, but she's on medication to try to keep it from getting worse.

I hope that the convention goes well for you! <3
 
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 ebony_angel
 
07:26pm 03/25/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Bix
No his kidneys were in really bad shape, the doctor told us it was like the equivalent of a human who would need to be on dialysis and looking for kidney transplants. He also couldn't keep much food down, so he was basically wasting away. It was just really hard because even though he was really sick, he still had a little spark of life. Like he still had enough energy to beg, lol. But to have kept him alive would have just prolonged his pain and he probably would have starved. But yeah... it was still the most difficult thing I've ever had to do.

Yeah valley fever is rough, but I think with meds dogs can live a long time with it.. it can just get really bad near the end, like how it did with Dash's mom.

Aw yeah thank you! <3 I'm still bummed you won't be able to make it!
 
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 doku_rock17
 
12:35am 03/24/2010 (UTC)
 
 
doku: ♥runaway♥
I'm so sorry to hear that *hugs* it's always hard to lose a pet, especially one that's been with you for so long. Take solace in the fact that he lived a long life and he knows how much you love him ♥
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 ebony_angel
 
07:28pm 03/25/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Bix
Thank you~ :: hug :: Yeah it was just really hard.. because as sick as he was he still had a little life in him, so I'm struggling with this sense of guilt and doubt about if I did the right thing.. which really I know I did, because he was suffering despite it all.. but yeah.. it truly was the most difficult thing I've ever had to do.
 
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 yopiq
 
02:28pm 03/24/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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bixy im sorry that you have to do that. But you know he will end up in a good place :)
 
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 ebony_angel
 
07:29pm 03/25/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Bix
Yeah he will~ Thank you Ifarn~ :: hug hug :: I miss you. ;_;
 
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 frazzled_niya
 
12:20pm 03/25/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Niya the Frazzled, yo
i know how you feel :( shit I still look at where my dog used to sleep and wish he was still here with me. I miss him heaps. It'll get better, but it'll hurt like all buggery Bix.
 
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 ebony_angel
 
07:31pm 03/25/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Bix
Yeah I know that feeling. :( I've lost pets before this, but this was especially heartbreaking. I'm glad they let me be with him until the end, but yeah my heart hurts so deeply right now, and I'm just telling myself over and over it was the right thing to do and trying to find peace with that.
 
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